I Miss A Million Things

I miss a million things

A pretty lady and a faithul company



I do miss the warmth

It's nearly a thousand years since I've dined with friends and foes

I dine alone again

Oh! It's been awhile since I've cried with real tears

I look upstairs and wonder

Could I keep running away from me?

Should I just stand here?

Or would I be allowed to feel my joy again?



I miss good cookies

and a gesture of love

Am I a terrible person?

A person with neither a soul nor a little compassion

Or have I lost to it again?



Stars are pretty...

Thus I pray upon the sky

Though I stand and stare alone

Like an ugly butterfly;

Or like a lonely grasshopper

I'm hopping and hopping slowly as if I'm very old and dying

Oh, please let me stop



When the sky is crying I will drown in the ocean

When the sky is painting black I will hide in the cave;

hopeless, I have no pride and I live in famine

A man who cares less of his downturn suffers the most

And I for one shall never laugh at the end of my time



The moon shines at night...

with breezy air blows off my mind

The presence of the darkest night strikes my heart

Could I have these years turned back to the beginning?

So I see a brighter day.

A dream is a dream for a dreamer to rely on,

Though as time march time

There are voices whispering to my my mind,

that dreams do come true

As one of the lucky ones never doubt the utmost power

For there is God and one shall not live in abhorrence and fear

Since the wound of coldness is killing my soul

And an empty heart does not play fairly with the circle of trust

I shall come back soon



I do miss the warmth

I do miss the rain in the morning

The joyous occasion and the glamorous of mother nature

It has been awhile;

since I've seen a smile of a happy face.

As I look in the mirror, I shall see the gladness

And I know I am with friend.



As for tonight,

I wish myself a good night sleep

So I'll have tomorrow a better day to run again